*** I wrote this back in July and had it as a private note on Fb. Went to a Bible study on Sept 19th and just really felt like i needed to share this and then after it was done i need to share on FB as well. Started off as one thing and kinda ended as something else, idk... Just give it a look.**
My God is an awesome God of revival. My God is the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow. He is the God of Jacob and the God of Abraham. He is the God over all things in this life and in the next. He has the power to transform; to change! So why are we so ready to let the world standby and miss Him. Why!? Why are we asleep, oh Church. WE NEED TO WAKE UP! As we sit in church, our God is crying out to tell us there is more. LORD! We need you. I seek you! Give me eyes that only see your relm. Only see what You would have me see. Open my ears so I can hear the cries of Your people. Awaken my heart to the compassion you have on Your people. May I Love as You would love. May I seek as You would have me! GOD I NEED YOU!
Give me Your spirit, Lord. I want to be like You. May I be a living conviction that my very presence does for Your will what words cannot express. God, give me Your voice that I might shout from the tops of mountains and all that hear are changed by the very power of Your glorious and matchless name of Jesus Christ.
Father God, You've given me this burden. Draw me closer to You so I might be used for You and You alone. Keep me near for You know my tendency to wander. God, forgive me. Forgive me when for when I've sinned against you; which is often. Take me to that place where all I am is in total adoration for You and You alone. I want to be obsessed by You. I want You to be my only focus. Lord, take away my desires of this earth. Break me of my habbits and thoughts that are not of You. I seek you. I seek you for everything I am should die to self so I might live as You. Father God, You know my heart. You know my mind. You know my very struggles. Be near me, oh God.
"In the beginning was the word and word was with God and the word WAS God and He was with God in the beginning." You never change, You stay the same and yet I so thoughtlessly forget who You are. But despite of me or inspite of me, You are awesome. Thank you, dear Lord Jesus. Thank you that my life should depend on You and not of myself.
